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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
subject to change
fading out
like this memoir
but your eyes they twinkle
like they are my north star
you may not care
but you make me so aware
that I want to start believing
And based on you
I think I could

this downward spiral
is my tragedy
unleashing and kicking me
all over
but you, you are my lifeline
and you don't have to pull me out
i'm just happy
to feel again.

you steal my breath away
so swiftly
and between you me
I don’t miss it much
I’m ready to board this flight
of safety and insecurity
So take my tiny hand
And where this goes we’ll see

this downward spiral
is my tragedy
unleashing and kicking me
all over
but you, you are my lifeline
and you don't have to pull me out
i'm just happy
to feel again.

I can’t believe
I’m letting down my guard
I blame it on the
The warmth of your smile
You may not care
But you make me so aware
That I’m actually a believer
And because of you
It’s not so bad


this downward spiral
is my tragedy
unleashing and kicking me
all over
but you, you are my lifeline
and you don't have to pull me out
i'm just happy
to feel again.

and this could be the end of me
this could all go so wrong
but you're so lovely
and maybe you could love me
so even though i'm scared to death
it's good to feel like this
it's good to feel alive again

this downward spiral
is my tragedy
unleashing and kicking me
all over
but you, you are my lifeline
and you don't have to pull me out
i'm just happy
to feel again.
 
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